We went in yesterday and I had been talking to her about it throughout the day and she seemed like she would do fine. She was even good in the imaging waiting room. As soon as we walk back and she sees the machine oh she has a meltdown. I lifted her up on the table and the woman is showing her how the machine works. I tried to lay her down and she brought me down with her clinging to my neck.
She started kicking and then I think ok bribe her. I had got her disney fisher price skates for when we left for a surprise. Nope that didn’t work either. I tried to calm her down and talk to her. I said they are just going to take a picture of your head and that’s it. She said no mommy please let us go back home away from this big machine. I start crying then, AF started yesterday and I always get all emotional during this time and plus I hated seeing Madisyn so scared.
The tech woman said she has to be very still and cannot flinch or it will not do. I said well there is no way that is going to happen. She is way too scared. So she goes and calls Madisyn’s doctor. He said he is going to have to sedate her so we have to reschedule Monday :(.
