I'm so in shock right now and completely heartbroken. I am 10 hours away from home and I checked on flights for the girls and I and there just isn't anyway we could afford that :(. I have cried so much.
This was completely unexpected. The sheriff called my mom yesterday to tell her the news. They found my grandpa dead when they walked in. He had a gun in his hand and a gunshot wound to the head. I cannot believe he took his own life.
They put my grandma in the nursing home and he fell into a deep depression because he couldn't stand to be without her. I never dreamed in a million years the depression would lead to killing himself :(.
My mom called me from her cell today and put my grandma on so I could talk with her. She said I sure miss you and the babies and I want to see them. sad sad sad. This is so hard.
Just please keep my grandma and family in prayers. I just hope grandma does not give up now. I'm so scared about that and even my mom said too.
