I just put my oldest daughter to bed. I just tucked her in and kissed her. I told her I loved her. I rubbed her forehead. This is the last time I tuck her to bed as a non-schooler. She starts her very first day of kindergarten tomorrow morning. I don’t want her to go. I am going to miss her soooo much. That is my little girl and now she will be gone all day everyday during the week. 🙁
Also as if that wasn’t enough to send my emotions all out of wack, hubbs has his tests tomorrow on his heart so we can get to the bottom of what happened with his heart on his accident Friday. I am worried of what they will find, but yet I want answers so we can take care of this and get him healthy. Its way too soon to let him go, and I will do all I can do to get him healthy with his heart.
As tears fill my eyes, and my heart is so heavy…. I will be going to bed soon to get up and face a Monday emotional day :(.